I always live a life based on perception. Other peoples perception, that is. What they thought always mattered to me; whether it was good or bad. I hated it when people thought I was proud or stupid or hot-tempered et cetera and I liked it if people thought I was a nice, responsible, fun guy and the like. This not only lead me to a rut, but also to a life where I always worried about other peoples' perception of me.
I used to shrug this off as a peripheral problem, but I realised that this can not go on. How? Elle told me something that I will not forget. Let me show you.
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Well I was complaining about a lot of things and this is what she said:
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:39:15 AM) :u knw what
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:39:18 AM) :what?
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:39:24 AM) :i think u care bout wtf people say
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:39:41 AM) :yeah
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:39:42 AM) :i do
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:40:03 AM) :cos i dont like giving them bad impressions about myself
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:40:06 AM) :its just me.
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:11 AM) :hmm
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:13 AM) :listen
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:40:18 AM) :i wish i could change that tho
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:23 AM) :my mom taught me "not to give a fuck"
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:28 AM) :coz if u do give a fucking fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:34 AM) :u wont grow and there wont be any progress
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:46 AM) :thats why u hv to hv the fucking guts to not give a single fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:43:08 AM) :u knw why manson can be successful?
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:43:34 AM) :why? cos he doesn give a fuck?
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:43:50 AM) :YES!
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:43:55 AM) :why **** kept on killing people?
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:44:03 AM) :cos he doesn give a fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:44:19 AM) :why ******* can stirp 100 times but end up so fucking successful?
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:44:33 AM) :cos she DOESN GIVE A FUCK
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:44:44 AM) :man, i get it now...
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:44:59 AM) :YES!
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:45:04 AM) :the key is not to give a fuck
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:45:42 AM) :but...butt
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:45:53 AM) :what about if they tell people
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:45:59 AM) :that i suck
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:00 AM) : and then
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:02 AM) : those people
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:05 AM) : stay away from me
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:13 AM) : and if i ever need their help
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:18 AM) : they dont wnna help me
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:46:17 AM) : move on and dont give a fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:46:28 AM) : and just prove to them that ur not as bad as they think u are
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:13 AM) : hmm
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:15 AM) : yeah
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:16 AM) : true
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:23 AM) : maybe i shudn give a fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:47:40 AM) : TRUE THAT!
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I used to shrug this off as a peripheral problem, but I realised that this can not go on. How? Elle told me something that I will not forget. Let me show you.
____________________________________________________________________
Well I was complaining about a lot of things and this is what she said:
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:39:15 AM) :u knw what
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:39:18 AM) :what?
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:39:24 AM) :i think u care bout wtf people say
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:39:41 AM) :yeah
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:39:42 AM) :i do
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:40:03 AM) :cos i dont like giving them bad impressions about myself
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:40:06 AM) :its just me.
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:11 AM) :hmm
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:13 AM) :listen
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:40:18 AM) :i wish i could change that tho
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:23 AM) :my mom taught me "not to give a fuck"
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:28 AM) :coz if u do give a fucking fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:34 AM) :u wont grow and there wont be any progress
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:40:46 AM) :thats why u hv to hv the fucking guts to not give a single fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:43:08 AM) :u knw why manson can be successful?
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:43:34 AM) :why? cos he doesn give a fuck?
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:43:50 AM) :YES!
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:43:55 AM) :why **** kept on killing people?
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:44:03 AM) :cos he doesn give a fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:44:19 AM) :why ******* can stirp 100 times but end up so fucking successful?
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:44:33 AM) :cos she DOESN GIVE A FUCK
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:44:44 AM) :man, i get it now...
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:44:59 AM) :YES!
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:45:04 AM) :the key is not to give a fuck
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:45:42 AM) :but...butt
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:45:53 AM) :what about if they tell people
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:45:59 AM) :that i suck
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:00 AM) : and then
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:02 AM) : those people
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:05 AM) : stay away from me
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:13 AM) : and if i ever need their help
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:46:18 AM) : they dont wnna help me
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:46:17 AM) : move on and dont give a fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:46:28 AM) : and just prove to them that ur not as bad as they think u are
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:13 AM) : hmm
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:15 AM) : yeah
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:16 AM) : true
Sudhan (1/19/2008 12:47:23 AM) : maybe i shudn give a fuck
x´¯`eLLe´¯`× .. (1/19/2008 12:47:40 AM) : TRUE THAT!
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So the next time someone insults you, do this :
3 comments:
WOOO! That's the WAY!
kudos to El!!!
wow, i feel so good when you posted this :) woo!
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