Ambition and Career

That is something, isn't it? Fresh out of school, thinking of loads of stuff to do, places to go, people to meet. But now I have to make a huge decision; once decided, there is no going back: My Future.

It is easy for those who are focused on what they want to be and do after their schooling life but for those who are indecisive (namely, moi) have a tough choice to make. As much as i would like to go back to school ... no wait ... I don't. Haha.

I was reading my friend, Static Spike's blog about his career paths and it occurred to me that I should get a move on with what I want to do once my SPM results are out. As if I'd sit and watch others progress with their life and do nothing about mine. 8-| But that's not the point. I'm straying from it. Haih ...

I have a couple of choices of courses I want to study: Actuarial Science, Biomedical Science, and Biotechnology.

I always look into the future, you know. If I choose something, I will always think about what happens when I choose whatever it is I choose. That's the main factor of my indecisive character.

ACTUARIAL SCIENCE
I like Maths. Actuarial Science sounds good. But i DON'T want to study Economics and Accounting (which are the core subjects in this course). *groans*

BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE
Yes, yes I want this. I really do; reason not integral. However I am doubting this course because I am worried that I won't be able to cope with it. How hard is it? I've suffered enough studying Biology and Chemistry in school, thank you very much. But back then I did not put in much effort. :-/

BIOTECHNOLOGY
I don't even know how this option came into my head. I think my parents slowly planted this idea into my head unknowingly. Hmm. Not thinking about it, but still.. :-??

Look I don't even know why I am bothering to blog about this crap that is in my head at 5.53 in the morning. I should be sleeping. I hate blogging. I feel insecure that people can read what I am thinking. Literally. :| You people disgust me. >:P

PS: To understand the smileys I have included, you either have to be Elle or using Yahoo Messenger to understand them. =;